Tha Wilkuz Zone

rinwolfy:

jwilkes99999:

rinwolfy:

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rinwolfy:

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rinwolfy:

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rinwolfy:

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rinwolfy:

And I guess that makes me a selfish, conceited bitch or something
but I don’t really care
I’m kind of a needy motherfucker and I have abandonment or trust issues
And I can’t help it
I get all prickly when they mention someone else and I dunno
I get all upset because I figure they’d rather be with those people and not me
I dunno I’m weird I guess
But yeah
If I decide you’re important enough to cling to
I’m gonna be insane about it
Just so you know
because if people leave me, I go a bit bonkers
I’ve left plenty of people behind in the recent past because I decided that it was time for me to be selfish in the way that if they’re not good for me in any way, shape, or form, I’d be rid of them and cut them out of my life forever. So I could stop hurting. So I could stop torturing myself.
But sometimes I feel like that anyway because I’m so afraid people are going to leave me
And I’ll be alone
all the time
and that scares the shit out of me

If I don’t see my roommate for like two days I worry they are mad at me despite it probably being my fault for not leaving the room when they are awake.

But you’re never alone are you? What about the headmates?

XD

and no, sometimes I’m in the only one in the Cockpit. It’s happened to Min before too.
Usually it’s me, Min, Tucker, Gent, and Sarah on a normal day
Every so often it’s more, or just me and Min or just me and Sarah
Once it was only Tucker and Sarah (I was told later by Mama B or whomever they were talking to)
but no
sometimes I’m completely alone, it’s dead quiet, and I hate it

Oh I bet. After sharing space with someone so often them not being there would be crazy. In fact I have a very vivid picture of how I’m imagining it.

It would be like being in a very small square room. The door is locked. There are now windows and the only thing in the room is the fluorescent light making a small humming noise and a sink with no handles to change the amount of water flow. The faucet is slowly dripping. The only sounds are the water dripping and the light buzzing.

AGH GODS
NUUU
As someone who is 1) claustrophobic and 2) fucking terrified of white noise (like that or blank tellys and whatnot) that sounds torturous XD

But no.
I mean, dead silence.
No noise, whatsoever.
True silence, like that, in the headspace, is one of my biggest fears

Ah ok. Yeah about halfway through that I realized I was no longer describing real silence but I wanted to go ahead and finish the imagery because it was so vivid in my head. Though I think most of it was stolen from an area in WoW.

I’m guessing cause its kinda like when Min and Tiger went away times seven?

Yeah, that’d be-
I dunno if I’d run around in blind rage or curl into a ball and not speak if all the talking ever just
-stopped-
y’know?

I’m guessing you’d alternate. Something I picked up from House…

Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance

The Rini does not function in such a manner
You either have Rage!Rini
or
Teeny Rini, which is what happens when I regress.

Teeny Rini sounds like a cute chibi XD

Teeny Rini is apparently adorable, a bit of a parrot, and incredibly violent.
Most of that info was accumulated from talking to Bridget about her. She doesn’t seem to know what love or caring is, thinks no one loves her, and she wanted to rip the head off her teddy bear and set it on fire, apparently.
These are all the things I heard after Teeny Rini went back to sleep ><;

Awww, poor tiny

Played a little Final Fantasy 8, moved onto 9 now. After I work on my friend’s computer I’m gonna do another play through of Fallout 3. Gotta see if the DLC is on my secondary 360.

That is all

rinwolfy:

jwilkes99999:

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riniisthepraefectuscastrorum:

rinwolfy:

And I’ll be there really, really soon.
And then I have to stay in Washington Union Station for about 3 hours until the sleeper train comes in and I get on to go to Chicago :3 
WHEE
EXCITEMENT
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand the best part?
Parents.
They can be good for SOME things.
Like the fact that they both work for Amtrak, so when I go on trains?
Free tickets, usually.
Sooooooooooooooo
Longer travel time.
But, last year, I did the following:
Train from Wilmington, Delaware to Washington, D.C., take D.C. metro to airport, fly from there to O’Hare, then take the El to Evanston.
THIS time? Train from Wilmington to D.C., train from D.C. to Chicago, take the El.
The difference in travel time is that it takes 6 more hours by train but Bekky and I are used to them and Charlie is going NUTS with joy because he likes them
Aaaaaand Tiger and Min just asked Alastar if he’d ever been on a train and dragged his pious arse outta the Chapel and to the Cockpit so he could look out the window.
So yep :3 
Gonna enjoy this vacation. Yes yes.

Thought I’d put this over here too since I mentioned more than just me ^^
)O(Rini)O(

Dang that’s a long trip. Visiting friends? My roommate has a friend that lives in Chicago I think.

Mhm
He goes to Northwestern
I’ll be coming home tomorrow though

Lol I have no clue where she goes, if anywhere. I just know she came down a few months ago and they were supposed to meet up and my friends car broke down. Damn I forgot how long ago that was. He still doesn’t have a new vehicle. His axle pulled out and went through his engine.

Anyway lol, is that why its been so quiet on my dashboard?

Yeah
I’ve had less than reliable connection in Chicago -.-
NOT TO WORRY THE ENTIRE LEGION WILL BE BLOGGING THE SHIT OUTTA THEIR BLOGS BECAUSE WE’RE ALL TWITCHY ABOUT A WEEK WITHOUT IT ><

GOOD! I missed it!

rinwolfy:

jwilkes99999:

rinwolfy:

jwilkes99999:

rinwolfy:

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rinwolfy:

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rinwolfy:

And I guess that makes me a selfish, conceited bitch or something
but I don’t really care
I’m kind of a needy motherfucker and I have abandonment or trust issues
And I can’t help it
I get all prickly when they mention someone else and I dunno
I get all upset because I figure they’d rather be with those people and not me
I dunno I’m weird I guess
But yeah
If I decide you’re important enough to cling to
I’m gonna be insane about it
Just so you know
because if people leave me, I go a bit bonkers
I’ve left plenty of people behind in the recent past because I decided that it was time for me to be selfish in the way that if they’re not good for me in any way, shape, or form, I’d be rid of them and cut them out of my life forever. So I could stop hurting. So I could stop torturing myself.
But sometimes I feel like that anyway because I’m so afraid people are going to leave me
And I’ll be alone
all the time
and that scares the shit out of me

If I don’t see my roommate for like two days I worry they are mad at me despite it probably being my fault for not leaving the room when they are awake.

But you’re never alone are you? What about the headmates?

XD

and no, sometimes I’m in the only one in the Cockpit. It’s happened to Min before too.
Usually it’s me, Min, Tucker, Gent, and Sarah on a normal day
Every so often it’s more, or just me and Min or just me and Sarah
Once it was only Tucker and Sarah (I was told later by Mama B or whomever they were talking to)
but no
sometimes I’m completely alone, it’s dead quiet, and I hate it

Oh I bet. After sharing space with someone so often them not being there would be crazy. In fact I have a very vivid picture of how I’m imagining it.

It would be like being in a very small square room. The door is locked. There are now windows and the only thing in the room is the fluorescent light making a small humming noise and a sink with no handles to change the amount of water flow. The faucet is slowly dripping. The only sounds are the water dripping and the light buzzing.

AGH GODS
NUUU
As someone who is 1) claustrophobic and 2) fucking terrified of white noise (like that or blank tellys and whatnot) that sounds torturous XD

But no.
I mean, dead silence.
No noise, whatsoever.
True silence, like that, in the headspace, is one of my biggest fears

Ah ok. Yeah about halfway through that I realized I was no longer describing real silence but I wanted to go ahead and finish the imagery because it was so vivid in my head. Though I think most of it was stolen from an area in WoW.

I’m guessing cause its kinda like when Min and Tiger went away times seven?

Yeah, that’d be-
I dunno if I’d run around in blind rage or curl into a ball and not speak if all the talking ever just
-stopped-
y’know?

I’m guessing you’d alternate. Something I picked up from House…

Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance

The Rini does not function in such a manner
You either have Rage!Rini
or
Teeny Rini, which is what happens when I regress.

Teeny Rini sounds like a cute chibi XD

guardiantucker:

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guardiantucker:

witbeyondmeasuregreatesttreasure:

…I totally just saw this dog as Tucker just now…
»
Excuse you, brain.
What?
XD

…Why d’y’all always relate me ta puppies?
An’ food? XD
…so I’m jus’ a hungry puppy then?
S’pose ya found the appropriate gif then -.-;

*snort* Actually Tuck, it’s absolutely about trying to sleep in the coldest spot in the house.

…butthosearethebestplacesduh

obviouslythefreezerwasfull…I’m the same way